"Little Ones" have Huge Hearts

Saw something today that said that, and that's so true...as a little, i am ultra sensitive and ultra loving in a kiddish way. i guess that's a good thing? If you wake up with stuffies, be greatful :)

i'm with someone new now. He doesn't like the Daddy word, and that's ok because really i've had a few problems with it anyway. i just hope he can accept this side of me as it may be the hardest to understand. i've told him, but not sure he quite realizes that i don't just act childish like this...i'm a kid, pretty much. Hearing about it and seeing it are two different things. It is strange, yes, but i can't avoid it, can't stop it. If it comes out it does, so all i can do is try to accept it as part of me, strange to others, or not. He's really understanding though, so i think it'll be ok.

That's all i've gotta say :)

Lolita

There is so much i need to write about but this is something i am like...in love with. Lol. A couple weeks ago i wasn't even sure what Lolita fashion was but now that i know and i've looked at stuff i am almost obsessed!!! i really like the gothic and punk styles and kinda like some of the other styles too. i have always been a little bit gothic and a little bit of a girly girl too but omg i think i am gonna get myself in trouble with this! Haha.

i can not afford to dress like this really, but maybe i can get a little at a time or find things used. i am also trying to find ways to make stuff by myself so it costs less. i don't know how i'm going to pay for stuff yet but i really really really want to start dressing lolita style. i like it whether i'm feeling little or not and i would love to dress like that every day.

i saved a whole bunch of links and tutorials and things that i put on my sidebar under "Lolita" because i really just love this stuff. i even like just looking at it! Lol. Craziness :))

Quizzes Angel-Punk

What kind of Little are you?

Your Result: Angel     84%

You are Daddy's little Angel!!!!! You do absolutely everything to please your Daddy and make him happy and his great love for you reflects your dedication!

 66% Princess

 34% Brat

 16% Schoolgirl

 0% Pumpkin

What kind of babygirl are you?

Your Result: Punk  66%

You're spunky and refreshing. You tend to gravitate towards the eclectic and you pride yourself on being an individual. Daddy loves being around you because you're unique, and probably a little strange. But that's okay, Daddy likes strange. You and your Daddy may enjoy going to music shows, art museums, or spending nights in odd towns together.

 54% Happy-go-lucky

 40% Sexy

18% Spoiled

16% Princess

My glass painting

i paint glass and i like to do all sorts of different glass pieces. So far, i have made vases, candle holders, picture frames and salt and pepper shakers and one mirror. Here's a few of them. i'll put more on here later :)

You can't see the yellow in this one, the middle of the flower is yellow and the point on the star is yellow not white.

More About Me

As i said in my last post, my name is amby. This is something i just recently discovered, really, or started calling myself, lol :)

For the rest of this post, i decided to use some questions from a group i'm in on fet cause i was having problems thinking of things to say....so...about me:

1. How did you discover you were a little: see this post - About me, intro
2. When was this? about 1999, i think (but was before that, also see other post)
3. What ages do you most identify with? 7 to 10...sometimes, maybe 6
4. Do you regress or have regression triggers? Yes. my triggers are being stressed or overwhelmed, or...seeing something that the little in me likes - cartoons, dolls (especially porcelian ones!), princess stuff, stuffed animals (stuffies) and different toys. Also if i'm like at a park with swings. i think that's all that starts it but i'm not sure.
5. Height and weight: i don't know
6. Eye color: hazel Hair: reddish but used to be blonde
7. Favorite colors: Purple, blue and pink. Purple is my most favorite!
8. Do your friends/family know you're a little? my lifestyle friends on fet knows and Daddy knows (of course) and that's it!!!
9. Do you play dress up? No, but i would if i had more stuff to dress up IN
10. What would you dress up as? probably Cinderella
11. Favorite Cartoon: Cinderella, Scooby Doo, Garfield and Tom and Jerry
12. Favorite Movies: Cinderella! lolz...and Jungle Book, Alice in Wonderland, a Fairy Tale, Wizard of Oz and the Care Bears Movie
13. What do you struggle with most in this dynamic: Letting Daddy see this side of me, and sometimes - moving from little to slave or incorporating them
14. Favorite Candy/snack: skittles, reece's cups, animal crackers (but they gotta be gluten free), juicy juice boxes, applesauce, yogurt, and pudding maybe oh and apple slices
15. Favorite activities: coloring, watching cartoons, swimming, swinging at the park, blowing bubbles, playing with blocks and my dolls and stuffies, listening to music, drawing and painting
16. Favorite stuffies: my bear and my puppies. Bear is my fave, i always sleep with him, and my puppies are pugs. i named the puppies but i can't remember what i named them!
17. Favorite books: Dr. Suess books, Cat in the Hat, Green Eggs and Ham, the Foot Book and other ones by him. Also like Where the Sidewalk Ends by Shell Silverstein, Bernstein Bears, and Disney books
18. Favorite Games: Candy Land, Operation, Yatzee and Scrabble
19. What makes you feel safe? Daddy and my bear

Other stuff:

• Favorite song: A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes, and Zippidy Do-Da
• Things you collect: Stickers and Dum-dum wrappers (to get stuff with)
• When did you decide to just embrace your little side no matter what? When i couldn't help it one day, and didn't get all my chores done on time, and i decided to tell Daddy and he told me it was ok and i should. 
• What are your thoughts on that? i've always wanted to, but i've always felt weird about it, like i shouldn't let myself be little - but i can't stop it, it just happens, an now..it's really just another side of me, so i may as well. Also, if Daddy is ok with it that's all that matters to me!